it’s a sad thing but I’ve read a few bits on blogs tonight and ended up feeling profoundly jealous of happy, loving couples who may not have a life they want or deserve but have each other and are willing to say so. My wedding day was such a happy day and I felt so excited about my new life. Now I feel short changed. Sleeping on the sofa just now as I can’t bear to hear him snoring, I need my sleep to keep even tempered with him and the temptation to thump him when he wakes me up it just too great.
